we are a married couple living a femdom relationship. After reading my slave journals mistress linda suggested starting a blog to document the highs and lows of our unique loving relationship.I hope you enjoy and participate with us!
Goddess and I have been out of town the last few days and today she took me to the mall which is fun for her and tedious for me. As we strolled around for hours with my lock making it’s clicking noise against my plastic prison, I found myself desiring some public humiliation. Linda had no such desires as I obediently carried her bags and remained silent. Nobody would know us in this town but this little fantasy was not shared by her and she did not want to cause any unwanted attention towards herself. I always have these thoughts when we are many miles from home and I guess this will have to wait until another time.
When we returned to the hotel room I handed her the whip and begged her to give me a good whipping while I pleased her with my tongue. Being behind clothes doors she felt more comfortable and left my ass with black and blue stripes that still hasn’t disappeared. She decided if I wanted public humiliation she would let me watch her eat her dinner while I pretended not to be hungry and only sipped on my water.
Linda ordered 3 mixed drinks and everytime the waitress looked at me I told her I was fine with my water. We headed back to our room and linda needed servicing again which I obediently licked her to three more orgasms and proceeded to massage her until she fell asleep. I’m laying in bed with her hungry and horny (4 weeks denied) and I’m still thinking about how much fun a little mall humiliation would have been……
I haven’t had much to write about the last few weeks. My mother in law was in the hospital and as millions of others we prepared for a hurricane for over a week. Now that things have calmed down it means home improvements have restarted with earnest. My goddess has commanded me to withdraw a good amount of money from my 401k to make sure her palace is beautified by her hard working lover. Just as one job is finished she finds more things for him to do.
The kitchen is done and now she wants new floors upstairs also. He measured all the floors and quoted a price including materials and labor. Linda asked for a discount if her husband would remove the carpets and move the furniture and he agreed. He offered to take us to floors and decor to pick out the materials and linda quickly agreed. Linda turned around and gave me that look and I knew what she wanted me to say. “You two go ahead” and I added “she knows what she wants”. I watched them drive away in his big truck and decided to watch some college football.
Ten minutes later I get a text saying, “start removing the carpet slaveboy!” He dropped her off at the house two hours later and drove away leaving her to shower and take a nap. I offered to cuddle with her but she reminded me of my chores and I new not to ask again. When it was time to go to work I brought her coffee and a sandwich and ironed her clothes. I worked until midnight texting her pictures of my progress every two hours. Jose started on monday morning after i went to work and he finished the bedroom first. The second day he was remodeling the bathroom in the master bedroom upon her request and the rest of the upstairs was taking a backseat.
Mistress linda wanted me to know that jose was parked at the shopping center early the last 2 mornings waiting until my car drove by and he visited her soon after that. They fucked for a couple hours and he sent his crew over to start working while he started another job. Linda napped in her sisters room while they worked all day. April was away all week taking care of her mother and linda enjoyed herself in our marital bed. I asked for some tease and denial after hearing about her affair and she was more than eager. She decided to give me a good whipping in her makeshift slave room declaring I didn’t deserve any comfort.
my balls were massaged while the cage stayed on and she had me shaking with desire. She used every tool in our toy chest for over and hour and then her mood turned sour. Why are you so lazy? she inquired as she grabbed the crop and started whipping me all over my naked body. Jose wants to know why there’s carpet still on the stairs? I said I was sorry mistress but she didn’t let up with her whip. The evening ended up with me on my knees removing carpet while she relaxed on her bed watching tv. Tomorrow he will send somebody to fish the stairs and it better be prepped properly.
I worked for 2 more hours and I was sent to my mattress to sleep on the wooden floors wearing my collar and hood as a reminder of my new cuckold status. Tomorrow starts another day of blissful torment from my loving goddess.
Goddess linda came home from work the other night at 4:20am as usual and assumed I was sleeping but tonight I was awake and I pretended not to be. I watched her secretively as she undressed and put her tshirt on and got ready for bed. I noticed she was inspecting the toilet and moved the toilet brush on the floor looking for dirt and was happy that she was checking that my chores were done properly. She promised to be more strict with me and she was keeping her word. I was told to give April’s room a good cleaning which I did and she then checked her bathroom. I scrubbed her shower and sink and restocked her shampoo and toilet paper as well as windex the mirror and wiped around the toilet.
The next thing linda did was pick up my phone and searched high and low for all my activities. She knows exactly which streets I traveled on and checked both of my bank accounts looking for any withdrawals. She checked my Google history and then as I was peaking through squinted eyes she hit the jack pot. Oh shit I forgot to delete my history! She grabbed her earphones from the dresser and started to play the videos i watched on youporn. I usually keep my history intact and manually delete any porn that i viewed but today i left around a dozen videos out of the 60 or so that i watched.
It turns out I was viewing videos of a cuckoldress making her slave husband dress her for her dates with other men. I knew I wasn’t in trouble because I still wear my chasity cage when I’m at home. She probably thinks I left it there on purpose to give her ideas but that is what this blog is for. If godess linda is reading which she eventually will, I should state right know that I would love to watch her with Jose but most men would run for the hills so I know it wont happen. The guy works cheap and does excellent work (that’s what she says) so I don’t want to push my luck.
I got a text today at work with this image and her size and was instructed to stop at the mall and purchase it at Victoria’s secret. I dealt with rush hour traffic only to find they dont have it in stock. I sat in the parking lot and ordered online and headed home to find an empty house. Maybe in a few days I will get to see her big breast in red lingerie or maybe I wont. We shall see.
I have been having a lot of bad luck with my cb2000 lately. The ring on the left broke a few months ago while exercising on my bike. It was dark in the middle of nowhere and after a little bit or pain I removed it and put it in my pocket and peddled home. The ring on the right broke the other evening at my grandsons kindergarten orientation and I felt a sharp pain that made me nervous. I tried to adjust it in front of a large group of people in his classroom when linda told me to go to the bathroom and fix it. I was sitting cross legged in a tiny 5 year olds chair when it broke and I casually put it in my pocket and continued my evening.
Being an obedient slave I starting wearing the largest ring until I could order more from an online site. I went to work today and all of a sudden the chasity cage fell from testicles and slid down my pants leg and stopped between my pants cuff and my shoes. I started to grab it when a female coworker stopped and started staring at my feet. Being only two feet from her I tried to tuck it under my sock but she kept on looking. I tried to remain still so it wouldn’t fall down and I acted like I had back pains. I stood motionless until she walked away then I quickly placed it in my pocket with the numbered lock still in place.
I’m home now and tomorrow I will discuss some new rules with my goddess. I dont see any reason to wear it all day anymore. I started wearing numbered plastic locks in case it had to be removed because I was wearing a u ring much to tight but now I had 2 close calls in 2 days. As soon as I receive a proper fitting device I will wear it 24/7 but until then I dont need anymore close calls. My professional career is more important than my kinks. Do you agree? I hope she does.
It has been a busy week around here with a lot of home improvements starting with the kitchen and now a new laminate floor is being installed. While jose the handyman worked during the day hanging cabinets I came home from work to remove carpeting prepping for his next job. I would see him in my house for an hour or so before he left and I can honestly say he is a really nice guy and their is zero awkwardness so far. The only person who seems rested and relaxed is my goddess linda.
As promised linda assured me my days off (Monday & Tuesday) we would spend together. We planned on going out to a seafood restaurant after I came home sunday afternoon and I made sure to skip lunch to appreciate my grilled mahi mahi. I called my goddess on my way home and she told me she forgot about a friends baby shower and will be home by 7pm. I noticed her car in the driveway and just assumed she went with a friend. I showered and took a nap knowing of her nocturnal tendencies and slept till 8:30. After I woke I knew better than to call her knowing a mistress doesnt appreciate a needy slave and I killed time watching TV. At 11:00pm I couldn’t take the hunger anymore and made a turkey sandwich while she casually walked through the door. Her eyes were red and her words were slurred as she took my sandwich and said good timing slave.
Controlling my anger I silently grabbed a slice of bread and some turkey and headed to the bedroom leaving her alone downstairs. She came upstairs got undressed and proceeded to watch videos on her iPad as I turned away from her and pretended to go to sleep. While she shamelessly played the videos too loud I realised I was horny and began kissing her feet hoping for stimulation. Get me a cigarette she demanded as I headed outside and realised her chair was wet from the earlier rain. I got on my hands and knees and invited her to use me as a chair with my palm held straight to be used as an ashtray. I lit her cigarette and never felt so submissive before as she blew smoke in my face and asked me why I have such an attitude?
I got emotional and told her I was a lazy slave. I gained five pounds in the last few months and reminded her that there was hair all over the bathroom floor. Two times you had no water on your end tables and you never complained. I never have your breakfast smoothie ready before work and you dont care. The othernight my chasity ring was too large and slipped off around my balls and I kept it off and you didn’t notice. I never exercise and I slowly drank all the extra beer from the party and you said not a word! At that point she extinguished her cigarette on my ass and said listen up slave.
You will wear the smallest ring with a numbered plastic lock around your balls and it will stay on until September 18th our 25th anniversary. If it’s too small and causes pain you will text me asking permission to remove it. I know Jose has been keeping me preoccupied, but from now on I will inspect every chore you have! I bet you haven’t noticed but I installed GPS on your phone and have been monitoring your location every few hours. My lover gets nervous and feels better when your stuck at work. Speaking of work you will deposit your check in my account from now on. Is that want you want cuckold slave? You will loose 5 pounds by Sept 18th understood? You will always be my slave and now I’m tightening the screws.
We ended up back in bed and i quietly kissed every inch of her body only asking permission to lick her pussy. She said go ahead cucky as I noticed her lips were stretched and and it was all red and swollen as I noticed a strange odor and dampness. I realised it was my first cream pie and she soon asked for the whip. She whipped me steady and hard like a drunk horny women would. “Real men don’t masturbate they fuck hard,” she said as the whipping continued. After she came again I realised maybe less complaining would have been advised. When she awakes I will have my numbered lock in place with a ring way too small.
The kitchen cabinets are up as well as the new backsplash behind the sink and my mistress linda has never been happier. The kitchen sink was filled with dishes and the counter tops were filled with tools and dust as if Jose the handyman was in a rush to leave. Empty beef bottles and a bottle of wine littered the area as I later learned jose rushed home to shower and my wife promised to clean it all before meeting him at his place. Goddess was leaving me a message that my chores were to be completed as she rode his cock into the sunset. Jose assumed I came home to a spotless kitchen and would be thankful for his craftsmanship but he didn’t realise that I was aware or everything going on.
I was cleaning the kitchen quickly before April got home to avoid further humiliation when the phone rang. Linda was on speakerphone telling me she was drinking wine with her girlfriend and would be home late. I said no problem and offered to pick her up but she assured me in a few hours she would be okay to drive. I pictured the two snuggling in bed as I quickly prepared dinner for April. Fish ,broccoli,and rice was waiting for my sister in law when she got home as I closed my bedroom door when she entered the house.
This cuckold lifestyle was really getting me horny when I realised the extra key to my chasity was no longer in the envelope on the dresser as goddess anticipated my desire to edge myself. I was planning on asking permission but she denied it in advance. As I was watching the ball game I received a text. I want you in bondage with my red panties over your face waiting for me. I replied yes mistress and carried out her instructions. Was this going to be my first cream pie I pondered as I watched the mets and Marlins through the fabric of her aromatic crotched underwear?
My alarm woke me at 6:30 am and I was still tied spread eagle with her panties over my head all alone. I untied myself and showered thinking my paycheck was needed to pay Jose for all the HARD work he was doing. Everybody is happy at this point and only he is left in the dark for now.
After much patience linda has finally revealed who her new lover is. His name is Jose and he has been doing home improvements in our house on and off for over a year. We usually save up some money every few months and hire him to build a closet or put down wooden floors as well as building a deck outside. His limitations with the english language leaves our conversations on the short side but linda and Jose seem to talk all day long . Jose is a 27 year old single man who rents an apartment 20 mins from our house and most of his jobs have been in our development. Even when he’s not working for us I would see him shopping or at the gas station so he’s basically a local guy.
Obviously my first question was how long? Two months was her reply and knowing that this was my idea makes the conversation relaxed and non judgemental. He innocently flirted and she cautiously flirted back until a kiss quickly escalated to a quick fuck on our marital bed. They both quickly got dressed as he continued his drywall task and she left the house with a sense of nervousness and guilt. She returned an hour later when her sister April came home and called her. Linda felt more comfortable having somebody home with her as he worked and they would never have sex in our house again.
His place was another story! His apartment was used frequently like some hidden motel room where all nervousness dissolved. Linda would wake up at noon to get some morning sex while he enjoyed a happy lunch hour. One hour a day was all they wanted and they would part ways there after. No phone calls no texts all arrangements were verbal. Jose constantly asked her if I was a suspicious jealous husband and she assured him that I was a mellow guy who trusts his wife to vacation with friends without him. We spend my days off together and that’s not going to change she promised.
Today was all about me! From 1pm to 6pm we were alone in the house but we stayed in our locked bedroom (dungeon). After I served her breakfast in bed we watched cuckold videos where the cuck was in bondage and I watched while being chained to the bed. She teased my unlocked cock with oil as she dangled an unlit Virginia slims 120 from her lips.(no smoking in the house). She told me from now on Jose’s cock will be pleasing her and your little dick is only for teasing. She grabbed her whips and made me count out loud followed by a thank you mistress after every lash. She stroked and whipped me until I shot my load 5 feet in the air. It’s been a few months since my last release and it showed. It was 2:30 when my horniness subsided but she wasn’t done with me yet. She lazily started watching TV with me still bound and started adding clothespins all over my body. She teased and played with me until I was hard again. This time she kissed me and stroked me until I was ready for round two.
I want you nice and hard before your cage goes back on cucky. All I could say is yes mistress over and over again. Jose is coming back tomorrow to start working on the kitchen cabinets and I want you buy him some coranas and a lime. While your shopping buy some steak for our lunch so I can show him my cooking skills. When you get home from work I will probably be in his bed but dont worry you will have a chore list to keep you busy while I’m gone. Listening to her talk while stroking me almost made me shoot my load but she stopped just in time. She waited till my raging hard on subsided and locked me up again. You don’t think I’m gonna wait till tomorrow for my next orgasm as she directed my tongue to her drenched pussy. After she came twice on my sticky face it was time for her coconut oil massage
April came home after work and I told her linda took a nap. I headed to the store to buy Jose’s steak and beer and I was basically ignored long enough to write this post
I decided to remain quiet about the events that occurred the other night. Learning that goddess linda has been enjoying herself in another mans bed was mind blowing to say the least but I chose not to look so desperate and ask to many questions. I have always encouraged her to look for opportunities to find sexual fulfillment outside of our marriage and I’m guessing that was something she was ready to explore. At the moment nothing has changed and we still enjoy our special relationship and serving her like nothing has happened has kept me in a surreal subspace. I find myself working even harder to prove my worth.
In my mind she has found a man that excites her more than me. I want her to enjoy her freedom without any guilt and for her to know that her pleasure is my pleasure. I have read hundreds of fantasies of where a cuckoldress will make her husband publicly humiliate himself to satisfy her sadistic yearnings but I realistically know this is not what goddess linda desires. Having an affair with a younger man is basically going out of her comfort zone and more about satisfying my selfish needs. If she wishes to continue she has my blessing and my need to be humiliated hopefully will become an afterthought. I was cuckolded 3 times before but this time I believe I’m ready for the adventure.
The party for my brother in law ended very late last night. The only two people who knew I was secretly slaving away all night was my wife and sister in law April. We had a system of electrical shocks to my balls that communicated what tasks were required of me and through out the night my goddess was relaxing with her stealth dominating powers.
1 shock at power level 5 meant refill her whiskey sour
2 shocks meant light her cigarette
3 shocks and I was to clear plates and glasses off her table
4 shocks and I was to make myself available to her for any reason (usually to sit down and enjoy a vanilla conversation with her family)
5 shocks or more meant linda and April were getting drunk and wanted to laugh at my private humiliation.
I was enjoying every minute of the party as I was free to eat and drink and tell my jokes while grilling chicken and being the perfect host. Around 2am I whispered to my mistress that I was getting tired and wanted to go to bed. She told me to shower first before getting under the sheets as I have been sweating all day in the heat. I removed my shock collar from my balls and showered in my cockcage as usual. As I showered I can see the green light from the collar flash twice every 30 seconds as it sat on top of the toilet which told me I left her lighter in my shorts. As I was pulling the sheets over my body she walked in the bedroom laughing asking me,”where’s my lighter cucky boy?” I told her where to find it when she unlocked the toy box and put handcuffs on my wrist and said be ready to lick my pussy tonight and kissed me on the lips and headed back to the party.
The pain in my wrists woke me up around 10am as well as the swelling caused by my morning hard on in its cage. I removed the cuffs to urinate and kept them off as I layed next to her while she slept in the nude. I wanted badly to curl up next to her perfect ass and kiss it but I knew better not to disturb her when she’s tired. I eventually got up and spent most of the day cleaning the house and making sure the ladies didn’t have to lift a finger. We are both on vacation and when I returned from the party rental store the house was empty and i continued to find things to do to keep my self busy.
Goddess linda promised me a reward tonight so as the sun went down I fetched all my whips and clothespins and layed them next to the bed. I tied myself up with rope stretched tight and waited with anticipation.
It was 10:30 when goddess linda crawled on the bed and kissed me deeply. She unlocked my cage and poured oil on my throbbing penis and slowly teased the hell out of me stopping periodically to prevent any pleasure to her tied up slave. I’ve been reading your stories on pampering and denial and you seem to talk about cuckolding a lot. It’s only a fantasy I told her as she continued my drawn out torment. I wish this could last an hour but she makes all the decisions. You know I met someone she teased and he’s much younger than you. Did you fuck him I panted not believing a word and she looked me in the eye and said yes. Where I asked? His apartment a couple weeks ago she said. Was he good in bed? He lasted a long time and you can’t so the answer is yes. I was so horny I tried kissing her but she pulled away.
I dont think you love me she said seriously. Why do you want me to have sex with other men? I told her honestly that I need the humiliation of not being good enough to satisfy you and as my mistress you deserve great sex without regrets. This will make our marriage stronger and you get the best of both worlds I explained. She kept the stroking constant as she worried about falling in love with him and I stressed I was willing to share you as long as you don’t leave me. At this point i can’t ever remember being any hornier as i knew she was only roleplaying. I tried to kiss her again just before i came but she refused. She stopped all stimulation and again asked if i loved her. Yes mistress please give me a kiss i begged. You dont believe me she said seriously and i responded of course not you would never do it.
At that moment she got up off the bed and grabbed her phone from the dresser. It’s been a while since she took pictures for this site and I told her wait put my mask on to stay anonymous. When she said relax I want to show you something I had no idea what was about to happen. Then she showed me this picture!
I couldn’t believe it! She actually did it!
My first thoughts were kiss me and let me cum,but she didn’t say a word and I pulled on the ropes to get closer. Is this what you wanted to see? Yes mistress please let me cum but to no avail. She said no cumming for you as she deleted the photo. Think about what just happened as she left the bedroom and closed the door. I thrashed around for a while until I realised she was going to sleep in the other bedroom and I slowly fell asleep. I could have untied myself and masturbated but I’m too obedient to disobey my goddess. I wanted this moment to happen for so long and it finally happened. I’ve been cuckolded before but I always found out after the relationship ended. This time I’m experiencing it from the beginning and I’m a married man. Either I’m a lucky man or my life will soon be a train wreck.